I wish I could tell you that I am an intelligent fool, a diligent lazy bones, a person who loves you like nothing else exists, but hates you till you wont exist, a winning loser and a losing winner, a selfishness incarnate with no desire to own, an honest lair, a god fearing pagan, a blind guide, a hunting predator and a hunted prey , a gregarious recluse and a restless spirit, a complete paradox of whites and blacks...but I can't...for the search for myself surprises me in every new step I take. Lets just say am a normal person gone awfully wrong somewhere.